Thursday, April 2, 2020

å¤ĸãŋた..🧚đŸģ‍♀️

ã‚ˇãƒŗã‚žãƒŧからマ゚ク2枚送られãĻæĨるぎかと思うと恐怖からか、変ãĒå¤ĸをčĻŗぞした。
å¤ĸãŽãŠčŠąã‚’ã™ã‚‹å‰ãĢわたしはお前はベビãƒŧだろという嚴頃からč‡Ē分ぎ中ãĢ「わし」感を感じãĻいãĻ、小さãĒåĨŗぎ子であることãĢずãŖã¨č…šã‚’įĢ‹ãĻãĻいぞした。
だけれおも時間がįĩŒãŖãĻそぎ小さãĒã“đŸ§šđŸģ‍♀️もčēžã¤ã¤č‡Ēåˆ†ã‚‚č‚˛ãŖãĻわしはįĩæ§‹åŋ˜ã‚ŒåŽģられた存在だãŖたんですが、昨夜ぎå¤ĸはč‡Ēåˆ†ãŸãĄãŽã‚ĸパãƒŧトãĢčĻ‹įŸĨらãŦåą…å€™ã‚’äŊãžã‚ã›ãĻいãĻ、ããŽéš éč€…éĸ¨ãŽäēēぎ書į‰Šã‚„ã‚Ŧã‚¸ã‚§ãƒƒãƒˆãŒåąąã¨æēĸれãĻéƒ¨åą‹ã‹ã‚‰éƒ¨åą‹ã¨æēĸれãĻおんおんåŊŧãŽéƒ¨åą‹åŒ–ã•ã›ãĻるというå¤ĸだãŖたんです。
気ãĨかãŦã†ãĄãĢわたし達はãģã¨ã‚“ãŠä¸€éƒ¨åą‹ã—ã‹äŊŋãŖãĻいãĒかãŖたãŖãĻいうįŠļæŗãĢ呆気ãĢとられãĻãĩとåŖ°ã‚’かけたらそぎäēēはペã‚ŗãŖã¨ãŠčžžå„€ã—ãĻčŦãŖãĻå§ŋををæļˆã—たもぎぎ、、、、
うわああåĢŒã ãŖãĻ感じで、ずãŖとåŋ…čĻãĒもぎであるかぎ様ãĢそぎäēēį‰Šã‚’æ‰ąãŖãĻいたäē‹ã‚‚反įœã ã‘お、ã‚ĩッã‚ĩとå‡ēãĻ行ãŖãĻくれたäē‹ãŒæœŦåŊ“ãĢよかãŖたぎと、そぎį”ˇãŒéš ã—ãĻã„ãŸéƒ¨åą‹ãŒã¨ãĻもåēƒããĻæ°—åˆ†ãŒč‰¯ããĒãŖãĻæœŦåŊ“ãĢ厉åŋƒã§ããŸå¤ĸでした。

そぎį”ˇã‚’わたしãĒりãĢč§Ŗ釈すると勝手ãĢįĸē原ãĢãƒ¯ã‚ˇã•ã‚“ã ã¨æ€ãŖãĻいるぎ。įĩļ寞čĻã‚‰ãĒいわたしぎ一部分、č‡Ē分č‡ĒčēĢãĢ寞する偏čĻ‹ã§ã¯ãĒいかãĒと思ãŖãĻいぞした。

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ãĒんだかéŦąé™ļしいæ—Ĩ々がįļšããžã™ãŒ、気をつけãĻ過ごしぞしょうね。
いつもありがとうございぞす。

Google could translate but I try to explain this by myself.

We had a strangest announcement from PM ABE, providing us 2 pieces of gauze masks for a family against COVID-19.
I heartily disapprove of him and his way of wearing the gauze mask!!!! I just cannot stand if I found a thick envelope in my post box from him with his letter. SAD.

AND I had a strange dream about a strange person like pagan monk was stayed  in our apartment.His force was strong and it was rather his home not ours and his piles of papers and mountain of books and equipments flowed beyond border and border almost 7/8 of our space was belonging to him before we noticed when we found out and slightly cried then the hermit bowed and went away from the building.It was so quick and what was left there is a  relief  truly.

It reminded an existence of my infant memory the bared grandpa like person was in me when I was 3 or 4 or 5 years women. I was always angry about  being a little girl and the internal pagan hermit had been fading away little by little until now it had been naturally forgotten and he popped up and gone. The guy was unknown bias for myself i might know who i am now well more than before.

I hope you are well❣️❣️❣️
Please Stay Safe
With love
🤍🤍🤍🙏đŸ’Ģ
Sakiyo



įŠē気清æĩ„ãĢ、こぎã‚ŗãƒŗビ。ã‚ģãƒŧジはã‚Ģãƒ“ã‚„ã™ã„ãŽã§å†ˇč”ĩåēĢでäŋįŽĄã—ãĻいぞす。

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