๐ค๐ค ๐ค๐ค ๐ค๐ค ๐ค๐ค ๐ค๐ค ๐ค๐ค
ใใซในใชใญใทใกใผใฟใผใๆใซใคใใฆ้ ธ็ด ้ฃฝๅๅบฆใ็ขบ่ชใใชใใใฐใใใชใใฎใงใใ、ๆทฑใ็ ใใซๅ ฅใใจใฉใใใฆใ่จชๅ็่ญทใฎๆนใใใฎๆ็คบ้ใใงใฏใฌใฏใใจๆฐๅคใไธใใ、้ ธๆฌ ็ถๆ ใซใชใฃใฆใใพใใฎใง、ๆฏใ็ ใฃใฆใใฆใๆฐใๆใใชใๆใใซใชใฃใฆใใพใใพใใ。
ใใใชๅคใซใใฅใผใฌใฎใญใดใใฉใ่ฆใฆใ้ ใ้ใใงvotlow..ใ？้ ธ็ด ใ ใใAquaใจใใใ่จใๆๅญใชใใใใชใใฎใใชใจ、ใใใซ็ๅคไธญใซใผใผใฃใจ่ฆใคใใใจใใใฏ้ใซ่ฃ ็ใใใฆใใใใงใฏ、ใใฎ3ๆฅๅใซใใฅใผใใใใใฎ้ ธ็ด ใๅใ่พผใ้จๅใฎไปใๆฟใใใ้กใใใๆใซ้้ใใฆใใพใใใใใงใฏใจไธๅฎใซใชใใพใใ。
ๆฌกใฎๆฅ、ใใฎใใจใไผใใใใๅ ใซ็่ญทๅธซใใใ「ใใ、ไปใๆฟใใฆ่ฏใใงใใ。」ใจ่จใฃใฆๅธฐใฃใๅพ、ใญใดใATOMใจใใใญใช่ชญใใใใใซใชใฃใฆใใฆ、ใใ่จใใฐ้ซชใฎๆฏใฎไธใใๅป็็จใใผใใๅฟ ใใใฟใผใฃใฆใฏใใ、ๆฏใใใใฃใผใฝใผใใง้ซชใๆดใฃใฆใใพใฃใใฃใฆๆฏ่ช่บซใๆชใใฟใใใซ่ฉฑใใฆใใใใใฉ、ใใใใใใใใชใ？ใจ、ๆฅใซๆ้ซใซๅซใชๆฐๆใกใซ。⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎！！！ใฃใจๆฌๅฝใซๆฒใใๆฐๆใกใซใชใฃใใฎใงใ。
ใใใงใใใ่จใฃใไบใฏ็ดๆฅๆฏใฎๅฏฟๅฝใ็ธฎใใใใใงใใชใ、ใใ ๅซใชใ ใใฎๅบๆฅไบใชใฎใง、็ธๆใฏๆชใณใใใซ「้ ธ็ด ใฎไพ็ตฆ้ใซใฏ้ขไฟใชใ」ใจใชใซใ่จใใชใใ่ฆ็ทใฎ้ ใงๆใๆฏใฃใฆใใใใใฉ、ใใงใซๆฏใฏๅฎ้ๆใซ3Lใฎ้ ธ็ด ใๅฟ ่ฆใซใชใฃใฆใใฆ、ใใใใฏใใฎไบบ็ฉใไฟก้ ผใงใใชใใชใฃใฆใใพใใ。
My sister told me that she had found a love letter from my mother to my father in an unlocked cabinet in a remote, and after a week of spending time with my mother without time to look at it, though I was concerned, I really felt like crying because my oxygen levels were more difficult to stabilize than ever.
On such nights, the cannula logo was far away and hazy and ‘votlow’ no matter how you look at it... Huh? I thought that since it was oxygen, the letters might be Aqua or something like that, and furthermore, when I stared blankly at it in the middle of the night, I began to wonder if this was attached in the opposite direction.
I was worried that she had made a mistake when father had asked her to replace the part that takes in oxygen from the tube three days earlier.
The next day, before I could tell her that, the nurse said, "Can I replace this?" and left, and the logo was clearly readable as ATOM. She always put medical tape over my mother’s hair, and she talked about my mother washing her hair with body soap as if it was her own fault, but isn't that strange too? And suddenly I feel supremely uncomfortable. ⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎⚪︎!!! I was really sad.
The lady waved her hand out of the corner of his eye, saying something like, "It has nothing to do with the oxygen supply," but my mother already needed 3L of oxygen at rest, and I didn't trust that person. I was no longer able to do so.
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